i made a lot of mistakes

Did He return? Has He always been here? I feel joyful renewal in His presence today. I feel He has not been near lately, but today He is strong within me.  I know I need to pray more frequently, more earnestly, more honestly, because I trust Him, and I want to show Him my faithfulness. 

I love this softness of being, when He wakes me up and shows me the world all over again, everything new once more. 

". . . you teach me wisdom in the inmost place."